Chapter xiii: Buffa's World


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title: Betrayal
date: Monday, December 25, 2006
time:10:35 AM
Must I really preach on all the dispicable things in the world. Why can't it be a peaceful, non-rivaly kind of planet??

Yesterday, I had a real good eye-opener on how others view me at the different roles I play. Tell me, is it right to breach across other people's privacy? The answer is NO. Somehow, I wonder whether people know their values or anything known as Selflessness. Yes, all man are selfish, but there has to be a line to where you have to really stop meddling in to MY business.

Anyway, I shall take a one minute silence myself and find faults I never knew existed in me. I shall create barriers against the sorts of people I mix with whether is it they are SOOO important or just purely a must to recongize them as a great figures in my life.

I'm really pissed but of course I can't say to whom I am angry with. There are so much to comment on this backstabber reality living world. If you really want me to be as cruel and just, I can almost list down all the negative impressions of have of all, even my closest friends may become victims of my straightforth talk.

So, I shall therefore pledge that I will be CONSCIOUS of myself and actions to prevent any future conflicts that may probably end in half a years time (or not, the world's unfairness shall only end till your last breath). Some may see changes in me but they may miss these visible alterations. Due to the lack of the "I" which makes me not one who loves to boast about my terrible sufferings or talk big on my current affairs.

I shall end this long thesis of mine with this: Beware of all that you see. They may not be your true and reliable counterparts but just a chip of your innocent thinking.

So long... ...


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