i realize that i love to ponder. This is especially strong when I meet someone unique or intriguing. I will try to observe the person's movements, character, and even to the extent of their backgrounds. Call me a stalker. But in fact i think it's pretty interesting to dig into a person's life. Of course the extent of my 'digging in others' privacy' is not to the serious extent that i affect their lifes. It's just that the facts, figures and information are there for me to source out and learn about the person.

However, I realize that everytime I find out more about the person's life, I get demoralized. The person is super accomplished. Well, maybe this person is accomplished in the area where i hope i can be accomplished in but WILL never have the chance to fulfill.

Thus i shall conclude that life is unfair.

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